Jake,

It sounds like you're doing a good bit of introspection, figuring out what drives you and what holds you back, and that's great. If you haven't already bought & read Michael Ross' "The Success Report", I would highly recommend it. I just finished reading it earlier this evening, thought it was excellent, and I think it would definitely "resonate" with you. I would also highly recommend "The Art of Leverage" to those of you who haven't got it, yet. Good stuff!

Regards,
Chris