I think the most improtant part of what I said was this...

For years now, I've wanted to (just one of my BIG PLANS) get something on QVC (ME BE *ON* QVC, selling a product of mine). The other day, after talking to them briefly, I've decided to SCRAP the idea altogether.

The real world won.

***** Is that such a bad thing? ******

We'll never know.

THAT'S the elusive CONNECTION between Dreams, Delusions, and the Real World.

Which is which?
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I think the REAL awaening is not that MY personal viewpoint has changed -- MY view of my dreams + plans + ideas. I'm not really sure MY view of all that has changed. I think what I've woken up to (finally) is how THE (REAL) WORLD views MY dreams + plans + ideas.

THAT'S the epiphany -- realizing where my dreams + ideas stand from THEIR point of view. What level am *I* at, FROM THEIR PERSPECTIVE.

It isn't what I thought at all.

Now I must figure out how to get the two worlds to MEET.

My dream-filled ideas and the 'real' world's VIEW of those dreams/ideas.

How to make Low-Level Land MEET (colide with) the REAL WORLD!

At least I now SEE that THAT is what must be accomplished!

Cheers!

-- TW