I agree totally with Gordon.

I have been a fool thinking someone will come along and just fill in the last blank for me. Why should they. What do they owe me. Nothing!!!

I must fill it in for myself.

In Ben Suarez's book 7 Steps to Freedom II: How to Escape the American Rat Race, there is a guy that has a rock in his path and keeps hitting it with his head until he finally is able to break through it, that is going to be me.

What I mean by that is I will not give up on the one barrier that is keeping me from reaching my goal of getting my 1st profitable Toll Position and many more after that, but I will try my best to think through the problem and figure out the best route to my goal.

I will do as Thomas Edison said in two of his famous quotes.

"Be courageous! Have faith! Go Forward!"

"Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time."