Been following this thread and have been truly moved by the responses -- especially Amber. Great stuff.
And Sandy, you are not alone!!! In fact, I would venture to say that a lack of self-confidence is experienced by many of the people that frequent this board.
The difference in them and you is they don't don't want to admit it. They would rather not show "that" side of themselves. So they wear a mask that makes them look on top of things, in control, successful, sought-after, etc., etc.
Wearing masks is a very common defense to hide our insecurities and those "bad" feelings about ourselves. But the first step towards healing is admitting there is a problem.
So I say Good For You!
Listen and follow Amber's suggestions ... and any others that resonate with you. It's not something that's going to go away overnight, but you're on the right path. Good luck and God bless.
Nan
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